Today I came to terms with the fact that I am having a chemical. I have been trying since last year and not a single sign of hope. Then on my 2 year anniversary of finding out I was pregnant that ended in a miscarriage months later I got a positive. And another. And another. Then, it just started getting lighter. I have been trying to hold on and have hope but started spotting last night with cramps so now I know it’s a chemical. Life can be so cruel.