Fertility journey and mental health

For those of you going through a fertility

/TTC journey, are you some of you also experiencing a feeling of grief and maybe mild depression too? Anxiety? Any emotions like that?

I feel like this journey is really beginning to take a toll on my marriage, my mental health, my behavior. I’m just always sad. And I feel like everyone around me is giving birth or finding out that they’re pregnant. I just found out my brother and his wife are having twins and I was obviously happy for them, but it felt like I got punched in my gut or something when I heard that news.

I can almost guarantee I’d be a 100% happier person if I found out I was pregnant. Just this one thing. I pray every day for it :(