Hoarding

I have ocd, PTSD, trauma from all of my stuff being trashed or stolen. My mom was a hoarder, and now i kind of am too.

My boyfriend and i have our entire lives in one little room. The room is cluttered and even though I clean and organize every couple of days, there's nowhere to put our stuff. I have a habit of holding onto things i don't need because "when we have our own place we could use this" or "I'll never be able to get another so i need to keep it until we have our own place"

I keep all my clothes in totes, one full of clothes i wear often, like shorts, sweatpants, tshirts.

One full of things i love, that I'm "saving for nice days/so they don't get ruined/ saving for when were in a better place and i can dress nice every day" because i never go anywhere so i don't want to wear or ruin my nice things.

In all honesty i want to get rid of everything except my nice things so i have to dress nice every day and feel better about myself, but i can't get over the mindset of "I'll need/want this in the future" "there's no point in dressing nice today" "i don't want anything to happen to this stuff" so i just hold on to all my good stuff for later.

But i need to declutter the room since everything we own is in here and we have no space, and clutter makes me more depressed, and i keep seeing spiders in our room. But i don't know what to do about it.