Hi Everyone! I hope you all are doing fine. I had never been in love or never had a crush until I met my husband. I had a strong crush on him and I was crazily in love. When we got married my husband was really nice with me I always felt luckiest women in the world. But after marriage my husband spent his nights and days out sometimes he came home after 2 or 3 days. When I asked he start fighting then I came to know he is spending more than 50 percent of his salary on a woman and spending his time with her. When I came to know I keep quite for like 4 to 5 months then I had enough I love him and I couldn't bear it and I talk straight to my husband that I know everything and the places you are hanging with her and also those things. Then he shouted and fight with me that I keep an eye on him later I apologised like thousand times but he file for divorce. It's been 4 months and I can't stop crying, and I couldn't sleep. I have apologised manytimes again and I told him you can do whatever just don't divorce me because I can't live without him.

I need your advice or please say something it might help. I feel like my heart will burst out of my body. I know I am so stupid but this pain is not going away not even one percent.