I am so anxious to start this journey again. My last miscarriage was 12/31/21. Prior to that I had a miracle baby (she will be 2 on 07/07) after 4 losses one of which was at 13 weeks.

I have 3 living children 8,7,1 and the 7 and 8 year old are SO close often leaving the 1 year old behind and she just cries her little eyes out. I'd love for her ro have a sibling closer in age but naturally I'm so worried that My body will fail again.

I have been working with a personal trainer and taking care of myself but I'm nowhere where I want to be weight wise and I have 4 autoimmune diseases. I'm really in my head and frankly this is just a rant 🙃