Struggling

Katie

So frustrated with being impatient and time! I ovulated on the 12th and AF is expected on the 26th. I have had 4 miscarriages and we want to be pregnant so bad. I would LOVE to find out I’m pregnant on/ before Saturday since my husbands birthday is Saturday so please send prayers for me!! I am cramping a little today (was a little earlier today and some after intercourse tonight), very hungry, occasional nausea, excessiveee fatigue, still have decent amount of CM and have constipation and i don’t know what it all means and I wish I did. I just needed to vent a little since not many people understand the frustration I’m going through. I feel like every symptom I’m like oh hopefully it’s happening but I don’t want to get too hopeful just to be let down again. My husband and I want to become parents sooo bad and I’m tired of having miscarriage after miscarriage. How can I distract myself?!?