Infertility blues

I’ve been struggling mentally the past few days with not getting pregnant as easily as my loved ones. Today I spent part of the day baby shopping for my nephew who is due in August and my friend announced her pregnancy to me this evening. I am beyond excited and happy for my loved ones but emotionally I feel devastated and heart broken that my time hasn’t come. I’ve been seeking out spiritual healers to help me in my TTC journey. It’s just nice to know there’s a whole community backing us all up here.