I went to the doctors yesterday bc I started having spotting that turned into bleeding the doctor said my baby’s growth isn’t growing the way it should be that I should’ve been 7 weeks but instead in measuring about 6 weeks and 1 day . I started bleeding more heavily when I got home I started losing blood clots and The bleeding started filling a pad fast i noticed when I stood up bc I started having an intense cramp I felt a big gush down there and I went to the toilet and some parts of it looked like a blood clot like the sides but I saw some parts of it that were clear looking I’m not sure if I passed the sac or not but since then for some reason the bleeding has slowed down I’m still cramping but not as bad it was at first when I got home . The doctors said we could do 2 things we could wait 10 days for an ultrasound sound to confirm that the baby isn’t growing still’ so they can I assume do a d&c or go get my blood work down for the next 48 hours and see if it’s dropped 50% bc they couldn’t do a d&c bc they claim there was a faint faint heartbeat when I first got my ultrasound done w them (this was right before the bleeding started on the 19th) I’ve had a miscarriage before back in 2019 but I was bleeding for weeks and I had to excruciating cramps the whole time i never looked when I passed the sac then but I think I just kinda knew when I passed it bc the feeling when it comes out.. If you made it this far thank you I’m sorry for the long story but I just wanted some advice or support i just really want a healthy pregnancy me & my husband are open to trying again but idk what I’d do if this happened again it’s so hard not to be hard on yourself and hate yourself that I’m not normal enough to carry a baby to full term I feel embarrassed to say the least 😞