After 20 months and 4 losses

Samantha 💐 • TTC Since August 2020 • Angel Mom of 4 👼🏼

It’s so hard to keep TTC. But I’ll never give up. Honestly my experiences have dulled pregnancy for me. Now I’m at the point where even if I am pregnant, it probably won’t even stay with me. I know that sounds sooo negative but man I’m not even excited anymore when I see those two beautiful lines :/