I was 12 weeks when I found out I lost my sweet baby at 8weeks 6days. Ever since then I have been struggling. I will be fine one second- the next I won't. One minute, I can see a baby and be fine, the next minute I cant. I feel like everyone expects me to be fine- to just move on from it but I can't.

I feel like that baby was my responsibility and I failed. My body failed me. My baby is gone and I can't just get over it. I feel so alone like no one understands what I'm going through.

I don't even know why I'm writing this right now. I just feel so broken and don't know where to turn