I’m getting my c section in a few days and I’m really excited to meet my baby but I’m really stressing out about who will be there the dad decided he didn’t wanna be with me anymore a few months ago and has moved on already I barely got a happy Mother’s Day I knew from the beginning our situation wasn’t good i wasn’t sure if keeping the baby was best but he said everything would change and he would always make sure we’re a family he even planned a whole gender reveal that I didn’t want cause he was so excited and then completely switched up when I was 8 months my whole family wasn’t supportive at all and still tell me I should give this baby up for adoption but I’m at least fortunate enough to not be in the situation of getting kicked out anymore I haven’t seen or barely heard from the dad in 3 weeks I’ve already asked a friend if she would be willing to come with me to the hospital because I know I’m gonna need help w baby after the c section I wish he would be there but I know I can’t count on that being the case if I can’t even get a hold of him he also hasn’t done much for the baby besides buy a few outfits I didn’t have a baby shower so everything the baby has so far I’ve provided myself so I know I can do all this but at this point I don’t even want my friend there not only do I feel embarrassed but I’ve felt alone my whole pregnancy I’ve been judged for wanting things to work out with the dad I just feel like I’m might feel the most comfortable if I go alone at this point but it’s just all really stressing me out and I just wanna get it over with