I’m finally in my last month! My baby is due this month!! I don’t think I can be more excited about this.

On a side note, I feel miserable. My belly is huge, the pelvic pain is terrible. I have a hard time getting up, the back pain is bad. I’m so ready for my baby to arrive, it’s crazy. Can’t wait to meet this boy whose been growing inside of me. Don’t get me wrong, pregnancy is a beautiful thing, but these next few weeks have me anxious, excited, it’s a very bittersweet feeling. I just want him here already! I need my body back. A grown newborn is inside of me and tbh, I’m over it. I wish he would find his way out. I love him dearly and I know he will come once he’s ready but damn it I wish it was today lol. All I do is sleep, eat, take showers which is hard and wiping after going pee, my goodness…there’s so many things women just dont talk about when it comes to pregnancy! For me, the 2nd trimester was the easiest because the first one just knocked me on my butt, took all my energy and just basically left me lifeless. 2nd trimester was real good! Had more energy, didn’t have a belly that much, and now the 3rd trimester omg the time where my belly just keeps growing, growing and growing to no stop, all I want to do is sleep. I have all the babies stuff together clothes put away, bottles washed everything that needs to be done, but still have some housework to do. I just have no energy for it. No desire to even do it. When I do the dishes my back starts hurting, like dude there’s nothing I can do without a complaint! Anyways someone send me good vibes, I can’t wait to meet this lil man!