I’m 4 weeks pp and my son is in the nicu due to being born at 30w6d

His doing great just having a few breathing problems I also have threes at home and I have been overwhelmed just tired I pump every three hrs I have family helping watch my kids thru the day while I go see baby at the hospital

But then my so call husband has been such an ass I can’t ask him to help around the house without him getting mad or saying he help already I have been trying to get everything set up for baby n when I ask him to help me put swing together he said what are you gunna go do ? Are u going to sleep ?

N I said does it matter I’m tired of I want to go to sleep I will I need u to but the swing together n he give mi a attitude since baby has to complete 5days without having breathing problems I tell my husband I’ll need his help for the last day to take car seat n being all my breast milk home and other thing n he tells mi I need to prepare myself n do all they before to tell the nurse if I can bring my milk days before so I don’t have to it all n that’s why do I need his help to bring car seat

Everything is a big problem he doesn’t even visit baby at the hospital just because he doesn’t feel like it

I’m just so angry with him

he was never there for mi durning labor never supported mi but now his all ready to have sex like why would I want to have sex with u he doesn’t see how he acts with mi he says I’m just crazy I’m bipolar I do say very mean thing to him when I’m done with his bull crap after a week from Being Home I got so tired of him n kick Him out of our room so now his sleeps the kids n I took his things out from my room to he doesn’t bother to ask how I feel n when he finally did I told him I was so overwhelmed n worried about he bay n all he said was why are u worried there nothing be worried about like wtf !! But yet he can worry about his trucks everything else his there for anybody that’s needs him in his family quick to answer the phone but when I text him never reply’s back I just feel like I don’t love him anymore