I have Cholestasis

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So I have to be induced this week since my labs came back abnormal. It's a little early at 37 weeks but it's considered full term. I know I should be excited to see baby but I feel my experience is cut short and I don't get the opportunity of her coming on her own and being surprised. Basically pick a date and time. It's really upsetting me that I just feel a sense of loss of my delivery. I've already struggled with connecting with this pregnancy as it is. I know the importance of getting induce and my baby will always come first but just venting a bit