Every month gets harder and harder. I married a man who has a three year old who he is currently fighting to have joint custody of. At same time trying to build a family together. Every month we get good results from docs but we just havnt had no luck at conception. After a year we will be moving on to <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> if needed.! The thing is every one around me thinks it’s easy it’s not and I feel so defeated at times like I’m not enough and never will be enough for anyone cuz I can’t be good enough for myself and become a momma.! How can I be a good wife or a good step mom.! Can’t give him a family

I’m always gonna feel some type jealousy. Not to mention his sister found out about our journey and she told me she was pregnant twice in six month time . It’s hard I’m happy for her but I feel jealous alittle too because she knows we are on our journey.! And keeps calling to share her excitement and it’s hard to be so excited. When I wish it was me.!

I wanted to get rid of everything Ttc today I even told my husband we are skipping this month giving this month a break