So I’m currently pregnant with my second child. My first child I didn’t have ppd. I didn’t realize until later that I do have PPA. I constantly have thoughts that my 2 year old will suffocate in his sleep. I’m getting side tracked though. With this current pregnancy I feel like I’m a prisoner in my body. This pregnancy has been horrible. I don’t resent my child I just resent the pregnancy if that makes sense. I don’t have the urge to do anything that I enjoy. I’m just living each day on my couch. I’m absolutely miserable physically and mentally. I’m exhausted as feeling this way. I’ve tried to vent to my spouse and he listens to every word. He listens and is supportive but I just feel like he doesn’t really understand. So I’m at the point of feeling alone In my own mind. I guess there were two reasons for this post. 1. Does this sound like depression? 2. I guess I need to talk to people who understand. I don’t want to feel alone in this.

I’ll add I am going to talk to my OB about this and seek therapy.