My mom is homophobic and she constantly denies it

Not exactly sure how we even got started talking about lgbtq+ but I do know she was complaining about pride month. She was like “ omg I’m tired of all of this gag stuff and it’s an attack on Christianity.” And I’m like “no it’s not.” Then went on about how parents today are letting their kids change genders and stuff. She was ranting about how my cousin was probably influenced by me to go start having sex as if I am to blame for my cousin having sex and her getting pregnant twice (she’s still pregnant with number two) then how my other cousin is on birth control. She boasted that she’s not that mom and I’m here thinking “yeah you’re not that mom who makes her kids feel like they have a safe person to talk to so is that a flex?”

Literally everything that she says about things piss me off. This is why I refuse to go back to church cause I’m tired of all the judgmental asshats treating lgbtq members like crap. There’s no gay agenda !

My mom said she was protecting us like how??? So I asked what she was scared of? I’ve had many friends in that community and I’m still straight. She’s like “I didn’t want we you to be influenced.” So I told her that not how that works cause I’m not even attracted to women so I’m not sure what she thought she was protecting me from . Even if I was I definitely wouldn’t tell my mother that cause she is not a safe person.

I’m so tired of her hateful views