New mom to a 4 month old

Every since having my son my anxiety gets so bad when I leave him to go to work. It’s so bad that I don’t even want to work until he turns 1 or 2. Ughh this part is the hardest for me…anybody else going through this or has went through this? Like I really just want to ask my man can I just stay home with our son for 2 yrs. I hate being away from my baby..