Insecure

My boyfriend makes me so insecure , I can’t explain anything to him without him making me feel like the bad guy . He watches porn everyday and stares at females everytime we are our . But not me , we haven’t had sex in months . He’s always on his game or his phone . He makes me feel not good enough . I had our second baby 2 months ago . I feel I’m not attractive to him anymore . He doesn’t make me feel attractive .