actually pregnant and now i’m freaking out

after having one loss, we’ve been ttc since january and decided to take a break in may since it just felt like we were stressing out too much. i literally just tested positive yesterday and now i’m freaking out. i was so excited and now i’m so anxious. i can’t stop thinking about what if something goes wrong, what if we can’t provide enough, what if we don’t make enough money, what if i’m not a good mother, what if my husband decides he doesn’t want this anymore and leaves. we’re mid closing on a house and now i’m like what if that goes wrong and we have to stay with family longer. i don’t even want to tell anybody because i’m just scared.