I had an abortion 5 years ago for lethal fetal abnormalities. There was no way my baby would make it to term let alone survive birth. I terminated at 19 weeks and fell into deep depression for 2 years. I finally picked myself up and went on to have two healthy babies with my husband. Now with the roe news it’s triggered me into depression once again. It’s like taking 1000 steps backward. Anyone else experiencing this? I’ve been drinking so much just to cope too.