I need help in my relationship. When I’m on a low with God I feel like he not into me or I forced him into a relationship. When I’m on a high with God we good somewhat. Like he taught me how to love in a relationship. Before I got saved I was a cheater. He taught me how to be better person all around. Like I’m scared to have this baby because I pray not to be a single mother or raise a child without the father present as much as me. I pray for God to help me understand so I won’t have this feeling anytime. But I feel like he’s silent when it comes to me praying about understanding with my relationship. It don’t help my bf so nonchalant he don’t show much affection or give me attention as much as I want. Like I have to ask or tell him to kiss, hold me, etc. Im clingy & touchy. I don’t think he was raised with affection, like when he’s in a good mood he’ll do it willing or drunk. He say love comes from the heart. And anyone can see he loves me blah blah. But it’s not about everyone it’s about what I feel. Yes I talked to him about it and his answer is pray to God what you want revealed. Bc he know his plans with our future. What should I do?? Ik actions are louder then words