So I been with this guy since high school like 4 years were 22 now but I haven’t been feeling the same with him I have love for him but I don’t really want to be with him but every time we break up I do get very upset I don’t even eat .. we’ve been through alot and I rather be on my own because I realized I need to get myself together I focus to much on him too much I use to put him first before me and we argue a lot and it’s just not the same . I feel different about him i still care and all but idk the relationship is just not there anymore it’s boring . Idk what to do help ???