Advice- trying for baby #2 rough delivery with #1

But I’m so scared! My first pregnancy was not easy, delivery was terrible, developed severe post partum preclampsia and was hospitalized. I really want to have one more baby and give my daughter a sibling but I’m scared of developing preclampsia again and being away from my daughter for long and having severe medical issues. Has anyone felt like this as well? I’m even scared I might die during delivery! That’s how I felt with the first.