I got pregnant in January of this year. I had an ultrasound at 7w3d and everything looked perfect! My next ultrasound was at 10w4d. That ultrasound confirmed that baby had stopped growing shortly after my first scan and there was no heartbeat.

I am once again pregnant, and today I am 10w4d again. I’ve had 2 scans with this pregnancy so far, and both of them were great. Strong heartbeat and growth right on track. But today feels so scary to me. I don’t have my next scan until august 17th, and it’s so hard for me to think that there isn’t something wrong. I have pretty much zero symptoms with this pregnancy (fatigue and some mild nausea). My last pregnancies were awful, daily throwing up in the first trimester and barely able to function.

This is so different than what I’ve experienced, and my brain is spiraling. I’ve called my doctor to ask if I can come in soon, but I haven’t heard back yet. I’ve never been this anxious in my life.