Venting

My son is 3 weeks old. He’s over here cooing and babbling in his bassinet, we’re in the living room lol

My boyfriend which is also my sons father gets to go outside, work on the boat, go to work, basically do anything and everything he wants/has to do. He tried asking me what do I want to do before he went out to work on the boat but I have no idea what to do since my baby is so new and we’re not taking him to the stores yet, and we basically don’t have plans so we just kinda chill at home everyday. I’m really not sure what to do since I am with the baby all the time. My options are kind of small regarding me just staying in the house because it’s hot outside.

I love my son dearly I’m not saying I don’t and I love spending time with him. Although I am a little jealous because his dad gets to do whatever his heart desires, meanwhile I don’t. He may not be on the clock working but he also said his life doesn’t stop because we have a baby. Like I said I’m jealous because I just spent the previous 38 weeks pregnant and now I’m on a healing journey my activities are pretty limited. Does anyone have any ideas what I can do to entertain myself and my son? His dad is pretty entertained on his own apparently. I just feel like I don’t have much to do for myself and it’s a terrible feeling because his dad never asked me if I wanted to do something on my own, he always feels the need to be included so I really don’t get any time to myself. And I’m not trying to sound selfish or anything, I just feel like he should want me to do things that make me happy instead of making me feel so cooped up in the house all the time, that’s all.