Trying not to loose my Sh*t 😅

Jaclyne

Hey mammas I'm sorry for this post but I truthfully don't know what to do at this point. I'll start off with saying I'm 33 weeks with baby #4 my husband was recently given a job by my cousin which raised his income from what he was making at his previous job. Here's the thing it was a move 3 states away from our previous state of Arizona. The sting of events that has happened in the last Month has been very stressful and exhausting. In order for us to make the move we had to ask my in-laws to keep the kids for us their ages are 9,4,3. Our nine year old is from a previous relationship and his birthday is in a couple weeks so he has asked to live with his bio dad for the school year to try it out, so I only get to have him one more week before he leaves he flew into Dallas Wednesday but his younger siblings had to stay in California. I'm extremely depressed about it as it looks like they won't be able to be here until after this baby is born in the middle of August. With us just moving the land lord assured us the house was move in ready and it was not in anyway it had roaches and mold on everything in the kitchen so we were basically homeless for the first week of being here (all 3 kids were in cali at this time) so weve been working with the guy who owns the house but he really doesn't care about it at all there is still multiple issues that need fixed and he sends these people go fix them that do a crappier job and make it worse each time. By now we are very frustrated as we cant buy furniture yet because I don't want it getting ruined he's yet to furnish a new refrigerator as well, then I was walking up the stairs to our porch after getting home from work and the railing broke on me. I've already had a difficult pregnancy and have been fighting pre-term labor due to this and the move we couldn't have a baby shower and now we have nothing for our daughter besides a few outfits, we have no hospital bag or anything because it's just been one thing after another at this point and I'm just at my wits end 😭😭😭