Kinda over ttc … should we breakup

So I’m engaged to my fiancé. I relocated from my hometown to his hometown for a job promotion.

We’ve been ttc for over a year and no luck. I followed him here bc I saw a future with him and a baby and everything

The stress of ttc and still just here alone with no baby is weighing on me. I don’t want to sound selfish. Like are we NOT getting pregnant for a reason, is this a sign from god? Idk

But all he does is smoke weed and play video games , he’s not motivated to do anything. I’ve been stressed out going to these fertility appointments and everything came back normal he still smokes so much I just don’t know

Like I am not sure if I want this anymore!!