Hi so I’m a EBF mom to a 3 week old and my fiancé’s birthday is coming up. He has a party planned for him and we both decided to drink and have a night out. I planned on pumping and was excited for this night since it’s my first night out in a while (I didn’t go out while pregnant either) and I have been feeling mentally drained lately and really needed this night. I planned on pumping and of course the week leading up my pump stops working and I really wanted to let loose and feel like my old self again, so I have formula that was sent to me from Enfamil and plan on giving her a little after I breastfeed her to see if she takes to it, so I know I can enjoy my night out but if she doesn’t take then obviously no drinking for me. Any other mommy ever do this, I can’t help but feel guilty or bad for doing this?