Feeling like a bad mom today

💙🍼

So my FIL has been watching my son for 4 days and he ended up having an ear infection and sinus infection (because the doctor I took him to was stupid and just wanted to get paid) so he's been taking care of him for a few days because we live over an hour away and we cant drive back and forth, but I started feeling sick a day ago and found out I had strep today so we all decided that it was best for him to keep him for a few more days to ensure that he didn't get it on top of what he already has and I just feel like a shitty and neglectful mom today. I feel like I'm abandoning my son, but all I've been able to do for the past 2 days is sleep. Ive barely eaten, I've felt like garbage, I couldnt do anything.

But my mom guilt is eating at me even though I know I'm doing what's best for my son, it still hurts and I still feel like I'm neglecting my son even though he is being taken care of

Am I being a bad mom?