19w4d today and my stomach is still really small.. I understand I’m a taller gal and my torso is longer but I just want my bump. It makes me worry about her not growing on track. I also have an anterior placenta so I don’t really feel her moving around a whole lot. I guess I’m just frustrated because I’m not experiencing the magical pregnancy experiences that I’ve always looked forward to. One thing I have been lucky about is being able to find her on the fetal Doppler every time I use it. I’m trying to stay positive and be grateful to be pregnant in the first place but I really struggle with generalized anxiety disorder so I’m constantly worrying even though I’m not high risk and have no reason to worry. No cramping no bleeding. Having barely any bump and not feeling movement makes me feel like I’m not pregnant at all in the first place and I have yet to form that actual connection with my daughter because of not feeling pregnant. I feel like I am losing my mind 🥺