Husband no longer wants kids

Hi there! I’ve been married for almost 2 years now and we’ve been ttc for almost a year, finally I think I’m pregnant. Decided to tell husband about the possibility of it expecting him to be excited. He was the complete opposite and stated he wasn’t ready and didn’t want children anymore and that I lied to him about getting my period this month….which I didn’t, I spotted and then thought I skipped because I have PCOS. He’s been talking about babies for months and months since our best friends just had a baby last February.

He stated that it would change his life drastically and I didn’t even think about his feelings, I told him that this is what happens when you try for a baby, the goal is to get pregnant. Now I’m hoping that I’m not pregnant and I’m upset in the parking lot at the doctors office, I don’t even want to go inside to my appointment because I know deep down it’s gonna piss him off either way. Our marriage has been falling apart in the past few months and he’s been very harsh and mean and he’ll try to make up for it by being sweet and talking about babies since we were both super excited….but now I’m not so sure. I’m thinking about calling a divorce lawyer today. Please don’t suggest couples therapy he won’t go.