HIV scare

So, long story short. I had sex with a guy that I trusted, he was my boyfriend at the time.

Told me he wasn’t seeing anyone else. Only to find out, he was.

I’m scared that I am experiencing symptoms of HIV

- headache

- white spots on my legs

- I had 2 clear blisters in my inner bottom lip (mouth)

- I had a cold. Nobody in my family caught. (Sore throat, cough and runny nose) no fever, no body aches. Like a common head cold.

-reoccurring diarrhea

He said he’s clean & was last tasted a month before we got together. But it’s scary still.

I have an appointment coming up soon.

I just am so scared of the results. 😭😭

I can’t believe I let myself do this.

I just need advice. I keep going to google and am a major hypochondriac. So idk if it’s the anxiety making stuff up in my head. But I’m scared.