I have 3 boys- 6,4 and 2.. this was planned. I couldn’t get it out of my head that we should have one more. I went back and forth a lot on whether it was a good idea for us or not. I work full time during the week but my husband works 3 weekends a month with his law enforcement job. The weekends are hard on me alone but we make it through. Ever since getting pregnant, I’ve second guessed this decision. Constantly worrying if it was the right thing to do, how are we going to handle this, etc. Anyone else in the same boat? Idk how to get past these feelings. I’m having a hard time being excited. I will add that feeling like garbage all the time doesn’t help- no energy, etc. 11 weeks and I can’t wait to get out of this stage.