Sad 😢 💔

Lupita

I have a regular cycle each month and for June I got ny period two times as you can see in the photo, the first week of June and then the last week and my husband and I tried TTC then July came along and no period at all when it was my expected date, then today August 3rd I noticed some brown spotting and my lower back pain so of course I’m not pregnant, I really thought this was our time since I missed my period last month and my period was late 5 days which that has never happened to me. I kinda got my hopes up but now that I saw that I’m spotting brown my heart is broken and devastated.. idk what to do to become pregnant, any ideas?