I am not ok. I am not ok. I am not ok. My 2 beautiful lovely ladies are ok. But I am not. Right now I think it would be better if he had custody. I’m so depressed that I despise being a mom. I never wanted to care for another person, let alone two babies. But that’s what I get and therefore ima do what’s best for me and the girls. He can take them. He’s a great dad and even though we aren’t getting along, I trust him and his family 100% to care for them while I work on me. Of course I’ll see them and take them places.

It’s ok tho, I’m just venting. So lemme vent. All I know is that I don’t want the girls until I’m more mentally stable. I have no idea how long that’ll take.

But any other moms feel this way?

Any info on custody vs. Guardianship? My sister wants the Be guardian, and take care of school and health, etc. But their dad wants custody or placement of the girls. So does that mean she wants custody too? Idk ! Argh. Confusing.

Anyways, yeah.

Good talk lol. Thanks for letting me vent, I hope to get through this pain soon so I can my myself and love my girls a lot more and for me to be a better person throughout.