I just need someone to talk to so m posting here

I’m more or less posting here because I feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to. I need to get words off of my chest. I just broke down and cried today. I have kids.Everyone is so busy in their life when I try to talk to someone on the phone they just either don’t answer or act like they are listening to me. Yes, I I get really stressed when something happens in my life and I can’t let it go. I let it get the best out of me. i actually stood up for myself because a person at work constantly bullies me and I was at my breaking point and had had enough! Sometimes I feel like I need to talk to someone to get things that stress me out off my chest, but there is no one there to tell

it to. Sometimes I wish I had a good friend that I can call at all times. I feel alone.

I have kids and I feel like, I’ve lost myself. I’m short with my kids. I’ve lost all patience. I can’t do anything to myself. I can’t do my hair, I can’t put my makeup on. I can’t go to a store and buy something without my kids screaming and hollering throwing fits. I can’t ever go anywhere alone. I feel like I’ve come absolutely last and there is nothing I can do. I feel smothered and the life is sucked out of me. My husband works but I work too. Im off for the summer right now, but I feel like I haven’t had a break all summer. Never going anywhere alone by myself. I just wish I had good friends that to call when I need to get things off my chest. I don’t know why I feel this way.