Lonely

Late last year I lost all of my friends. My sister has a boyfriend and I don’t see her often anymore. This is the loneliest I’ve ever felt.

Some days I just want to leave to a different country without telling anyone. Some days I want a boyfriend really bad to fill the void and other days the thought of it makes me cringe. I consider my therapist my friend right now.

I try telling myself that this portion of my life is temporary but it feels never ending.