I am getting my first Pap smear on Monday and I am 21. I am really scared because I don’t want it to have cervical cancer because chemotherapy can make you infertile and not be able to have kids. When I was 18-19 I slept with a lot of guys because I was stupid and regret it and now I’m worried I’ll end up having cervical cancer and not be able to have my own biological children which I’ve always dreamed of having. I struggle with recurrent miscarriages as well so if I show up for cervical cancer I don’t know what I’ll do. I don’t have money to freeze my eggs so if I do end up with cervical cancer I’ll probably never be able to have biological kids of my own. I’m scared