I hate myself

I used to be 110 lbs and now I don’t even wanna know how much I weigh but it’s somewhere around 140. I’m 5’1.

I gained 30lbs in a year but the worst part is I DIDNT CHANGE ANYTHING. i didn’t start eating more, or exercising less, or anything at all. Literally nothing changed with my lifestyle or dietary habits. I just randomly gained a shit load of weight mostly all in my stomach

I look pregnant, I feel disgusting 24/7

I cry every morning getting dressed

I am repulsed by myself

I don’t know what happened. I really don’t

I’m going to the OB to see if maybe they can rule out a cyst?? Or something hormonal?

I also have tried exercising more and calorie defect but I don’t lose any weight or fat around my stomach. I’m always soooo bloated

I hate this. Look how the weight is just mainly in my stomach area.

Even when I have weighed a little more in the past my stomach wasn’t so protruding it so uncomfortable to have my stomach press and spill over all of my pants and under my bra no matter the size

I used to look like this ⬇️ HAHA :((