I’ve contemplated all day about life lol. But first let’s start here. I’ve accepted this baby before I knew it’s gender. And will love his child just as much as my other boys no matter what. So don’t take nothing the wrong way.

I have cried all day and finally decided to post because I’ve come to terms and my goofy husband has made things a little joyful for me just by trying to lighten the mood and cheer me up.

Baby # 5 has FOUR amazing brothers that are excited to meet HIM. 💙

FIVE BOYS. God has blessed me with FIVE boys. Baby number 5 is in fact a BOY.

While I wanted and prayed and hoped for a girl so bad and so much, and gender disappointment is realer than shit. God saw fit that I’m just an awesome boy mama & I know without a doubt his perfect handsome self is going to fit right in with his brothers. He is so loved already. A bit heart broken I’ll never get the chance at a mother daughter bond, but mamas boys are freaking awesome.l and they love you so much.

Husband is strongly convinced and says “THERES NO BITCH IN THIS BLOOD BABY!” While walking around flexing 🤣 It made me laugh through the tears. I set myself up for failure and the whole time he said not to because it’ll be a boy. 🤣🤣