This is going to be long. For starters I am a 28 year old mother of three 19,5 and almost 3. Their father passed away almost two years ago tragically. I am currently in a relationship with someone I have known since 1999. His sister was actually my childhood best friend and his mom and grandma were my daycare provider! Crazy how we ended up together right when we used to play house as kids. Like a love story! Anywho we have been talking for months! Dating for only 2 months and I recently just found out i am pregnant. I am In shock I have been crying since and in my bed. How can I have another baby when I recently just got thrown in the position of being an only parent to 3!?!? Mind you he has 2 kids already so together we would have 6. I am absolutely torn on what to do. To keep it or to get an abortion. I’ve talked to his mom about it who is so so supportive and said she will help no matter what we decide! We currently live an hour and 15 minutes for each other so we don’t get to see each other as often as we would like to. Before this we have talked about how sure we are that we have found the one!!! Would I be able to live with myself if i went through with an abortion? What would you do if you were in my shoes? Everything finally starting to look up for me and boom here we are 😭