Am I depressed?

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This is such a weird question but I am wondering if anyone has gone through this.

Overall I am happy. I love my family, my home, my life but I just feel disconnected.

For example, it was my sons bday party over the weekend and I spend to much time organizing, prepping decorations, food and everything that goes with a party but during the party I just felt disconnected. Like I was on the outside looking in.

I don’t know if this is depression or I am just so burnt out from never getting a break.

I just feel like I am going through the motions because I have to, to survive and for my kids.

Has anyone experienced anything like this? What did you do?