My Dad was diagnosed with Scleroderma in the summer of 2019 after a cut on his hand was not healing and his feet were getting swollen at night. Recently he went on a work trip and every since he’s been back he has bad coughing spells while he speaks and at night I can hear him coughing for like five minutes. The thought of losing him has made me not even want to eat or I get nauseous. He has always been like superman to me truly my dad was a mans man I admire him for everything he has done with his life. Especially taking care of us and still does even though were all adults now. There is not a lot of research for scleroderma it is a rare autoimmune disease. I just wish this never happened to him it’s not fair I just want it to go away I don’t want to lose my dad. I don’t know what I would do I. I don’t know what my poor mother would do. I miss seeing him cook and enjoying the beach with us and walking around and just doing normal everyday things. I just hate seeing him gets worse as weeks go on. I just needed to say this because I don’t really have anyone to talk to and I can’t stop crying.