First baby appointment

Hello everyone. If anyone here is follow me knows about my past.

My first chikd at 18 was born with heart defects at 38 weeks an died at 4 n half months old only chikd at the time my first chikd my only daughter

I was blessed with 3 beautiful boys after her.

I recently found out I was pregnant again this will be my 5th child. I've had miscarriages in my time. But this one is sticking an sticking strong.

I don't want to be tmi but my period started on the 13th of June. I had xxx the following week 3 times around the 20th.

At first I thought I ovulated early but I was wrong. I ovulated on the 14th day.

I hope this time is my miracle baby an I have my next daughter. I feel like I'm ready I know in my heart I'm ready. I just hope.

Anyways the appointment went well.

I'm 26 years old my hirth day is in April. I got pregnant in June.

My babies heart rate is 174BPM.

I am weighing 123lbs. I should be at 135 normal weight I lost alot due to depression an stress over the months but I'm okay now an gaining it back.

Any ideas on what gender my baby is.

Since I found what I was having with my past 4 children an this baby will be my last an final child. I want to wait until birth. My first 4 was vaginal. I had a spinal an epidural all natural an then a c section so I am a perfect candidate for a vbac!! I'm so happy about this. Prayers all is well.

I had baby fever for awhile an started to get discouraged. But I rather have all my kids now so I don't start over again.

But thankfully we just bought a house my oldest is going to an amazing private school an we're hanging in there. I know it sounds perfect but it's not we have struggled an still struggling daily but a blessing has come to us thanks to my grandma I be raising my children on a farm. (;

Wish me luck on my long journey with 4 children an this 5th pregnancy.

Again any ideas for gender lmk.

I plan to have a baby shower around 2 weeks after giving birth.

I'm also keeping this a secret from my family an most people for now only my 2 closest people in my life no an no my mother isn't one of them. Lol.

But I rather wait I just wanna go about this pregnancy alot different.

So if u know me personally please keep this quiet for me it's really important to me.