Hi, guys

yesterday i just found out i was pregnant. i didn’t have the reaction i always thought i would have. the past few years i’ve been put thru hell by my husband and his family ( it recently got a lil better as we cut them off and he finally got our own place) but yeah last year i was told by my obgyn that i couldn’t have kids on my own, i had to be helped with drugs or maybe <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a>. so i actually thought it wasn’t possible for me to just get pregnant like that. all together i feel like me having no family or friends in the country makes it harder for me to see it has a good thing for us right now. i never thought in a million years that i would be thinking about getting an abortion but i am now. i feel so bad but i’m really scared of having postpartum depression and now giving my kid the love she/he deserves and knowing that there’s some woman out here that been waiting to find out they’re having a kid and the day never comes. i don’t know but i feel like regardless i would be selfish either way. i wish i could talk to my mom about this but she’s doesn’t see abortion in a good way. Please don’t be hateful and give constructive advice. Thank you so much to whoever is willing to reply to this💕