Needing some female advice

Me and my Partner have been together for 3 years the end of this month we lost a baby almost 2 years ago when he was 1 month old to heart issues it’s been almost 2 years I have been hoping and praying to try again for baby girl but I feel like he doesn’t want any kids after what happened to our son but I told him god has plans for everyone one even when it comes to babies maybe it wasn’t the right time or something was just wrong the the pregnancy in the the beginning doesn’t mean you should just lose hope but I don’t wanna give my hopes up with him to try again in the future. It’s not that just that bugging me but we been in engaged for 2 years now going on 3 my ring has been broke for a 1 year now he hasn’t try to even get it fixed after I mentioned it to him he never talks about getting married or planning our wedding I be 27 next year I am not getting younger I even told him that today I am the one who has to mention it to him about getting married or out wedding all I hear is my check And I also get a SSI check monthly which I don’t even care about because I work get paid weekly plus get ktap monthly since my boys real father can’t pay his child support I don’t care to lose my check but I feel like that’s not the case I told him countless times I could care less about it it’s a monthly check plus I have been working all year making a weekly checks and he complains about not having insurance I told him well if he we get married you’ll be on my insurance but of course he’s bright up my check I honestly don’t know what to do at this point I love this man to death but I don’t feel like he truly wants what I want mainly I am suck no joke.