I’m scheduled on the 19th of September to get my tubes removed, a very big part of me don’t wanna do it but I know it’s the best decision that has to be made for a numerous reasons I just had my third baby eight months ago and although I love my husband we don’t parent the same my kids are the complete opposite when he is around and it stresses me out so bad to where I feel like the best thing I can do is make sure I don’t have another baby and it breaks my heart but at the same time my toddlers stress me out so much and It can definitely be due to the lack of parenting my husband does when it comes to teaching them right from wrong or caving every time they cry, and my age does play a factor, Ill be 37 in Oct and I don’t want to have a NB in my 40’s a vasectomy isn’t a option on his end and I don’t want to chance it failing over time…..

I wish things could be different but I get so overwhelmed so quick and I fit the model of “MOM RAGE” and it makes me sad and feel like a shitty mom because I’m always stressed out and a lot more when my husband has days off, I’d rather be alone with my kids then deal with the way they are when he is home but taking care of three kids under 5 all day alone gets stressful, I guess I’d like to hear how other mothers would handle this situation and if u would tie ur tubes as well The reason why I am going this route is because I already know once my daughter starts walking that I’m going to lawn another baby and like I told my husband I would rather regret not having another baby then regret having another baby!