So I met this guy two years ago online we never met in person we talked on and off as I dated other people and he was on his own spiritual journey. Fast forward to now July 2022 we start dating and we meet up now September 1, 2022 we’ve been spending every weekend together since July And I’ve even gotten close to his mother. Every time I’m with him I feel like my feelings are getting stronger. He’s not very good at expressing his self but we do not use condoms and he almost always at 95% of the time ejaculates inside me. He said he doesn’t really mind if I get pregnant because then it’ll just be an excuse for us to get married quicker which I think is a little bizarre but I really do like him and he does understand me in a level so no one else does I just want to know am I being stupid Because I haven’t been taking my birth control very often and I’ve missed a lot of pills like a whole month but then I took one after I got my period last month and now I think I might be pregnant but I’m scared to tell him as I am but I’m not sure yet