I go in for my scheduled C-section tomorrow.

My daughter came home from school with a low grade fever, and my husband is at the tail end of a cold himself. I’m a ball of nerves with the surgery as is (yes, I elected bc I’m getting fixed and it’s just easier) but it doesn’t change the fact I still carry birth trauma from the experience with my daughter.

I’m sure others have brought littles into the world in worse circumstances, but I just feel like he’s coming in to so much sickness with a little weak immune system and I’m terrified. 😭😭